my wishes, come true!
Posted by: tandhe on: 1 September 2009
they are:
pass the national examination, and pass ITB’s selection or SPMB to FTI ITB.
those years I’ll study hard, and also join organization and music groups, get cumlaude.
then i’ll continue it to one university in London, i’ll stay there and seeing how life is in London.
i also want to play classic piano and strings in orchestra, maybe London Philharmonic?
my parents and I go to Mecca to do hajj.
i work as CEO of telecommunication enterprise, or maybe own my business. or being a conductor of a philharmonic, maybe being a part of a big orchestra.
have a harmonic and romantic family. hahaha.
amiin..
i know.. it’s not mine..
Posted by: tandhe on: 29 July 2009
Yah.. Hal itu udah menjadi big bang seseorang.
Mau apa lagi? Ga bisa ngapa2in kan?
Mungkin gw bakal dpt fpu fpe fpo dalam bentuk yang beda spekatakulernya, lebih malah
Amiin!
lately actually
Posted by: tandhe on: 18 July 2009
catching up my moods, it’s not so gloomy now like the last post.
I found 2 of my posts, attracting my mood.
One titled ‘Yesterday’, the other one titled ‘Future, something nicely to be dreamed’
i read ‘yesterday’, my mind’s goin’ through the past time.
it was a hard time, wanting to improve soft skills, but have to keep in touch with the first priority.
remember the time when I have to hold the rehearsal while actually it has to be given to the junior (but now it has been!)
the first grader is sooo ‘much’ (read it: not much) haaha while the offers of performance keep coming. they’re just 16 people from 50. even in an event they’re just 9, duh!
they intrigued me, my expectations is not right.
the worse, in a performance we have to use the second grader even third grader (thanks, bro! i’ll always count on you) for the additional instrument players. ckckck..
come on! y’all will be the second grader a second more!
but thanks God, it’s doin’ good with it. audience is glad.
that’s a hard time, I repeat once more, but it gives me something I can’t name, among ‘moral lessons’ or ‘experience’. whatever the name is, it is not so “I haven’t done something’.
although i know, doing something what i want is not yet done. But i think it’s ‘done’ by having experience and give it to the first grader.
I shared how to prepare it, the key, the permission, collecting data of presences, both players and rehearser, else..
now they can hold rehearsal, I just keep the infos.
One time, two of them told me so happily that they have got the permission to use the AV rooms. well, it’s a simple one. i think they don’t have to tell me that, but seeing their happy face makes me calm and happy. Good job!
go through the second post.
Goin’ to great university, taking soft skill experiences, being CEO, teleconferences with great people of the world, or just lead the orchestra roll the melodies around the world.
well that’s a beautiful dream!
to get that, I KNOW the step.
the first step is this year, study hard to get it!
a year full of formulas, academic tests, psychology test, yeah test test test study study study.
but if it’s succeeded what a great pleasure to feel.
those post have smoothened my mind
Yesterday
Posted by: tandhe on: 3 May 2009
I found myself tired.
Tired of juggling my duty.
I found my friends relaxed, going somewhere else, while I found myself and the others work.
I found my parents thinking that I’m too much playing, while I am looking for every chance and time to study, even in one per one hundred million second.
Have you all ever seen the other perspective?
My favorite’s to visit..
Posted by: tandhe on: 16 April 2009
keinginan gw untuk menjelajahi dua kota ini.
Let’s meet LONDON!
kenapa gw pengen ke sini? soalnya kota ini adalah ibukota dari sebuah negara yg hebat dlm multidimension’nya
di sini gw bisa jalan-jalan dgn trem bus decker lalalili. pengennya, gw ngelanjutin kuliah di sini, sekalian gw bsa ke Wembley Stadium atau Milton Keynes buat ntn konser. atau ke old trafford atau stamford bridge buat ntn bola. bisa jg ngeliatin last fashion update jga hahaha..
next trip : ROME
ntah kenapa, ada hubungan batin ama kota ini hahaha
what’s cool about Rome? orang-orang Roma cukup individualis tetapi masih cukup ramah untuk para turis. di sini lu bakal ngeliat semua sudut kota ini layaknya bangunan zaman dulu ketika Zaman romawi, atau yaa pas abad pertengahan, pokoknya jadul lah, artsitiknya roma keren! dan disini banyak bgt yang bsa dikunjungi. colloseum, fontana de trevi, vatican. here and there you’ll find merchandise seller. mau menyesatkan diri? jalan-jalan tanpa khawatir? bisa! asal lu tau sebuah stasiun utama bernama: TERMINI. disinilah semua transportasi, kereta, bis, trem, metro berpusat. dan ada 2 stasiun yg menjadi ujung dr metro yaitu batista dan anagnini kalo ga salah. ah ngaco hahaha!
pokoknya kalo jalan-jalan ke roma lu bakal kea mengunjungi sebuah pusat turisme yang besar.
picts from rome
Future, something to be nicely dreamed
Posted by: tandhe on: 12 April 2009
ngomongin masa depan itu sama kayak make narkoba, enak alias flying kea make narkoba. terasa indah. tapi, kalo habis ber’mimpi’ dan tidak mencoba untuk ‘not only dream but afford it’ bakal sakit banget.
yayaya…
here is what i have dreamt of future
1. future’s dream education
pengennya sih kelas 3, saya lulus UAN (Amiiin). ya iyalah siapa sih yang ga mau lulus Uan? trs sy lulus masuk FTI ITB, hehehe. gatau kenapa pengen masuk sini. tau sih, soalnya yang baru kebayang ya hanya fakultas ini. why i choose fti? soalnya setau sy ya fakultas ini cukup bisa memadukan science and social. i don’t like working just as a worker, i want to be someone who manages and takes control. disini gw bisa belajar banyak.
naah abis s1 di fti, dpt beasiswa ke inggris ngelanjutin sekolah hahaha.. ya ampuun maknyus banget nih mimpi.
oya, pas taun ke 2 di itb atau kapan, gw masuk fe, ngambil akuntansi. ah maknyus abis euy hahaha
2. future’s dream job
pengennya sih jadi atasan gitulah semacam direktur atau orang-orang penting lainnya. hehehe, amiiiin.. gw bisa teleconference ama org2 penting dr luar negeri. gw keluar negeri untuk pekerjaan, hahaha keliling dunia man! who wants?
tapi, di samping mimpi kerja di perusahaan besar gitu, gw pengen jg masuk sebuah orkestra. ntahlah gw maen apa, piano, contrabass, violin, saxophone, or maybe the conductor? apapun lah! yang penting maen musik. atau gabung di sebuah band yang solid. band atau orkestra ini berjaya dan ikut jalan2 keliling dunia juga.
so actually my dream is to go around the world hahaha.
3. future’s dream romance and family
hahaha yang ini susah juga ya kalo mimpi nomer dua kejadian.. i wish o having a nice and understanding partner, who can still go on until we’re getting old. setia dan sakinah gtu hahaha,, amiiin.. dan gw pengen bisa ngurus anak dan rumah tangga gw dengen bener, walaupun sesibuk apapun..
hahaha, namanya mimpi. harus dikejar dong!
moga-moga bisa ya Allah, amiin!
Bravery
Posted by: tandhe on: 12 April 2009
Bravery is something that I still can’t achieve and master.
Susah nolak, susah ngomong bahwa saya sedang terkendala. kenapa? ya bukan karena apa-apa, tapi ga berani. i still think about the people.
what the hell happened to you?
still not better
Posted by: tandhe on: 10 April 2009
i still can’t let go for all that happened these days.
when I stand alone,
work by myself,
try to knock on everyone’s door, but just a few let me in, the rest don’t care.
is it called family?
